User blog comment:Holokami/Character Sheet: A'shada/@comment-4867780-20171216122953/@comment-4867780-20171217030205

So despite her transcendent mind and psionic godhood, A'shada cannot remedy something as ordinary as emotional weariness and boredom, that a reasonably skilled normal telepath could easily solve in no time ? How unexpected ^ ^;

Personally, I always read everything the NPCs say with attention, because that's what creates the feeling of immersion that makes the game a world of its own, rather than just a kill-loot-grind one-dimensional dungeon crawler. The fact the relation with them is ephemereal doesn't bother me, because in the end everything is.

A nigh-universal reality warper just... sleeps her days away ? What are the odds ? ^ ^; Hmm... maybe her sleep is actually filled with wonderful psionic dreams shapped by her own wishes, that would make these long periods of time subjectively worthwhile at least, rather than wasting them away into basic unconsciousness.

Considering the emotional weariness and boredom-induced detachment you explained before, it seems hard to believe that she would still care so much about the Ae'ani when they have explicitly nothing left to offer and are so very boring she refuses to waste her time with them aside from a handful of chosen ones.

These two traits clearly go in opposite directions, and are quite difficult to credibly reconcile in a single person. I guess she would just feel lonely and purposeless without them, so she sticks to her role despite the blatant lack of personal interest that her sheer absence and indolence make so very clear.