User blog comment:DYBAD/Love Without Selfishness/@comment-4993190-20130705125445/@comment-4867780-20130708053909

For a chronic depression misanthropic nihilist, I must say you're holding on pretty well. Perhaps there is indeed some level of calmness to be found in the proverbial eye of the storm.

More importantly, how on earth did you get there ?? That's quite the terrible predicament to get into, I doubt it could happen without a lot of unfortunate circumstances, or at least a few big ones. Or unless you're carrying some bad neuro-genetic baggage, worst case scenario against wich there's not much medical answers.