User blog:GodOfNerds/Character Sheet 71

Life: Part 1
The first thing that I remember in life was sitting in my mother's lap eating pancakes. She struggled to turn on the camera so I told her to press the button and turn it on. They laughed at me. Unexpectedly she turned it off, since it was already on. The next thing I remember is me lying on the ground in preschool being kicked repeatedly in the gut because my friend asked me if I owned a Xbox Original, apparently the older students didn't believe me and deemed that I was worthy of pain and punishment. Or they were simply plebian monkies who wanted to use dominance to establish their importance in the "eco system" of the school. I got constantly asked out by females who deemed me desirable, I never understood why. It was as if I was a trophy, and the "winner" was my "female companion". I didn't struggle in school, academically, in fact I was a lot brighter than anyone in my class. Even some of the teachers were inferior to my intellect or atleast potential intellect, naturally I didn't understand this since my mentality was that of a child. After a few years I started to understand it. I started learning how to blend in, I learned how to "become" a sort of person. So I switched from the currently sport oriented to a school more oriented towards intellect. The teachers loved me. Some saw me as a teacher's pet. I saw myself as a person who knew how to get what I want. After another 2 years. I started learning about the greenhouse effect, global warming, overpopulation, world hunder, the wars, the injustice in the world. And I didn't think it was "horrible", like I classmates. I laughed. I thought that humanity had it coming, the world isn't fair I thought. The world doesn't look out for us. I of course knew that the people around me wouldn't accept my point of view.

So I waited, and after another year or two. I realized. WE are a virus. And we need to be exterminated. Humanity is worthless. We evolved from mere bacteria, and became "gods". WE were given a paradise. And we turned it into a hell scape. I started thinking about people like Hitler, that they were needed right now. That it would be good if humanity was destroyed. Or atleast mostly destroyed. I wasn't stupid. I wanted humanity to survive. I wanted to give them a 2nd chance. But then I found a place. A place where I could delve into the fantasy world. Where I didn't have to think about the world or it's problems. Where there existed knowledge about things that would never exist in our reality. I started imagining what I'd do with these powers if I had them, it kept coming back to destroying this world or remaking it. I saw the world and their problems from outside the box. I didn't have the same "moral compass" as my friends did. I didn't have the same interests. I didn't mind taking on the responsibilities of the world. Then and there I decided, that I'd either become the saviour or destroyer of this world.