Imagine that you is just like Sam Howell, a normal and ordinary human.
But then, you die, but days after your "death", you reincarnate as an abstract entity with endless transcendence over all things, with in some time you gonna reach Metapotence.
How would you react to that suddendly ascendance? What would you try to do?
Note:
Remember, since you have now eternal transcendence, you going to transcend literally everything, including concepts like personality, so don't expect that you as god are still going to be you as human.